alone

how do you feel if you are alone? are you sad?, happy?, excited?, anxious?...

i am sitting back in my bed with light's on while listen to Charice Pampengo's song over and over again. no one at home. no one is calling me. no one is texting me. i feel like numb, loser, boring and say whatever do you wanna say. people loves to enjoy while their still young. i am not the old 'illi' who loves to go out partying or having fun or hanging out untill midnight. it is just like waisting your time and money too. i love to be alone. i love to sit back at home. i love to do my own work. i love to update my blog or tmblr.