my life suck without her

what will you do if your parents are not around on weekend? partying? girl's day out? or just sit back at home watching movies. all the activities are to common.
last weekend was my best weekend ever in my whole life. my parents are not around at home and i can do whatever i want to do.

Friday
Noon- It was Hari Raya Korban. I woke up at 8 am and slept again till 12.30 pm. Then, went to Fieza's house at 1 and lunch at her house. Don't know what to do at her house. End up, went to Jaya Jusco. I'm sending my mum's car for wash. It took about 2 hours for wash. So, we decided to go Green Box. Sing sing sing untill 6 pm. Supposely we should go back but the waiter said they gave their customer extra credit to sing more than normal times. We took the oppurtunity untill our energy were gone.

Night- Sleepover at Fieza's crib. Had dinner while watched 'Nur Kasih'. It was last episode. Not expecting the ending. So lame. So bored. Surfed for flight tickets to Bandung, Medan, Bangkok and Sabah. Really need a good holiday for this christmas. ;)

Saturday
Noon- Woke up twice in the morning because had a stomachache. Nothing to do at Fieza's home. Her mom asked her to pay all the bills at bank. Followed her to every bank that available in Malaysia such as CIMB, Standard Chatered, Maybank and etc. Went to Alamanda for having our lunch+hi tea. Bought new clothes from Guess.

Night- Hang around with Fieza's friends from Uniten (Bib, Padil, Aiman, Hussien). Sara also join us. Lepaking at Mcd Bangi. Don't know what to do. Sara suggested to go karaoke. Its almost 2 at that time. Went to Ibox (the only karaoke place that available untill 4 am). Sing sing sing. Sent Padil and Bib back home. Sara and Fieza sleepover at my house. Three of us being a LOSER at that night.

Sunday
Noon- Sara and Fieza went back. Waiting mama and papa come home. Had my brunch with them at Cyberjaya. Does'nt know that in Cyber got an Arabian foods that is really cheap compare to Tarbush or Andalus in KL. Packed my stuff and went back to Malacca.
Night- Chatting with Ely, Izrien, Adi and Syasya. Do assignment while facebooking.

p/s: i love you

its been 5 months we are together. i am so thankful to have you to be mine. i love you more and more and more than everything. may our love is last forever. muahx.

fun

• Arrived at 11.30am from Malacca - straight to buy New Moon tickets - saw my old enemy at TGV - bought the tickets from her counter. sighhh. - went back home and had lunch.
• At 1.30 pm (janji Melayu Fieza), Fieza fetch me and Ella - went to JJ to watch movie - search parking about 15 minutes - late to get in to the cinema. alorhhh.
• Hang out at Papa Rich - gossiping as usual - it was a hot day today - remind Ella to buy 'I Love London' shirt - Ella had a jetlack before going to London tonight. haha.
• Sent Ella back home (have a nice journey in London, Ella.) - met Pok and Maon for a while - back home.
• Sleep till 7.30 pm - had dinner - Hafiz and his friend came to my house - chatting for a while - went to Azza's house - gossiping again and again - back home.
• Now, i'm going to watch Gossip Girls season 1 & 2. ;)

too small

the world is too small for me. everyone that i know is related to me. some of them i knew but they don't know me. i know i am stalker but its a good oppurtunity to be a stalker because you may know whose your friends related to.

the link among them:
my ex ex-gf knew my colleague (i was surprise at first), my ex bf knew my friends that i was closed before, my bf is a best friend with a guy which that guy's gf is closed to my ex scandal, my bf's ex is closed to me before in Myspace, my cousin is closed to my high school junior, my best friend knew my colleague's friends and etc.

it is a long list i can say. what should i do if all people knew each other? or should i just close my face and being alone without knowing anyone?

girls

learning

i am doing my psychology homework. while searching the materials in internet, i find one image about Ivan Pavlov theory. I know it is sound lame, but for me it is interesting.

Q: How can a dog can be an experiment for a Russian Psychologist in early twenties? 

     

bff

everyone has their bff. i love my bff so much. we all grown up together, study at the same school together, do a stupid stuff together, fight for stupid thing together and etc. GOD, im really glad to have them. they are like my second life.


FAHIZAH aka FIEZA :

* known each other since zaman belum period lagi at our lovely kindergarden school Tadika

   Umi.

* get closer when we are in Form 3. had a stupid fight on that time. but yaa, aku tetap  bermuka tebal untuk berkawan dengan kau time tue. hehehe.

* knowing her is like a happiness to me. every time we hang out together, she is my gossip girl partner. ;)

* very talkactive, very intellectual, stalker partner, talk loud, loving, ego person, good listener, tough person, eat a lot when we are at BRJ and love to talk other's negative side. peace yaw.

ZUHAILA ELMA aka ELLA :

* the tallest among us.

* known her since primary school. she was really nerd, baik-baik punya budak dalam class and friendly too.

* get closer when both of us in Form 3. never had a fight before.

* knowing her is like my saver life especially in fashions and boys of course. aha.

* intelligent, speed driver, bloggers, my crime partner in skype, stalker partner, talk a lot, close to her sister,  neat sometimes, clumsy sometimes, naive sometimes and gossip girl too. ;)

KHAIRIAH aka KYRIE :

* the artist.

* known her since primary school. never talk each other at this time.

* get closer in Form 3. she is very blur, talkactive and garang.

* knowing her is like my inspired to do artistic work.

* talented, creative person, dedicated student, afraid to do something that against the law, busy person, family comes first, naive, afraid of high and love to cook.

no matter how far we are, we still contact each other thru facebook, skype, sms or call. i hope our friendship is going to be longer and longer till the end of the world. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. :-*

nur kasih

Every Friday night at 9 pm, i must sit in front of the television to watch my favourite drama series, Nur Kasih. the story is all about love, family, conflict and so on.

Nur Kasih, it just a name of the story, takder kena mengena dengan nama orang or nama tempat. The story is about two siblings, Aidil and Adam. Both of them have a different character, Aidil is a very humble and always follow his parents said while Adam loves to enjoy with his life.

The two siblings are very educated. Their parents proud with them. Ustaz Hassan and Hajjah Khadijah close with their imam, Ustaz Abu Bakar. Ustaz Abu Bakar has two beautiful daughters, Nur Amina and Siti Sara. Nur is an adopt child. After finishing her SPM, she does not get any application to continue her study. But, she is not giving up to apply any scholar to support her study. 

One night, Ustaz Hassan asked his boy, Aidil who is his lover and whose that lucky girl will be his future wife. He answered, Nur Amina. At the end, his dad makes a big decision to marry Nur with Adam but not Aidil. Aidil was shocked and redha with the decision. Adam also can not accept what his father did to him, but his brother gives advice to accept it. This is because, Uztaz Hassan is very very ill. Aidil also tells Adam to take good care of Nur Amina.

Times are flying. Uztaz Hassan already dead. Aidil has to continue his life. He is working with one of his close friends company as a lawyer while Adam going back to Australia and just left Nur alone. Nur staying with her close friend in Kuala Lumpur. She is studying very hard to get a Degree certificate as architect.

Adam being ungrateful person. He forgot about his dad that past away for few years, he forgot about his mother at kampung and he also forgot about Nur as his wife. He just know to have fun with his lover, Katrina in Australia. All this while, Adam's fault make himself suffer all alone. He make Katrina suffer too. Adam married with Katrina before Nur without a blessing of his parents.

So, whats going happen next? Who will Aidil get married? Will Adam and Nur back together? If you guys really want to watch the drama, turn to TV3, every Tuesday till Friday at 7.30 pm. [ siaran ulangan yer]

FYI, next week, Nur Kasih dah episod terakhir. ;(

midterm

midterm test is tomorrow. grr. ;)

ella's 20

today is a fun day. make my day with my besties, Fieza and Ella. went to Tronoh for surprising Ella early 20th birthday. it was a SUCCESS mission for me and Fieza. the story begin....

9am = gerak from Cheras to Tronoh. called Cerra (Ella's close friend in UTP) and told her about our plan to surprise Ella for her upcoming birthday. the plan; asked Ella to accompany Iylia (her roomate) lunch outside. then me and Fieza stay at her room and surprising her when she reached home.

10.30am pluss = Cerra text us where we are.

11am pluss = Cerra called Fieza. she said that Ella doesn't want to go out from the room. she just want to tapau and eat at the room. hard for us and must have new idea.

12pm = arrived UTP. Cerra and Iylia came to the carpark. plan that just serbu masuk bilik Ella and sing a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" song. the environment agak suram dan sunyi sepi. huhu. entered to Ella's room. she was eating her lunch and we sang "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to her. Ella agak blur blur and speachless. lepak lepak at her room till 1pm.

1.30pm = fetch Sudin at V5, had lunch together at one malay's restaurant. (lupa laa nama restoran tue.hehe.)

2pm pluss = plan to go to the Kellies Castle. snap snap photos. doing our crazy stuff. blaa blaa blaa...

4.45 pluss = sent Sudin and Ella back to UTP.

conclusion: it was a fun trip and unexpected day for me, Fieza and Ella. anyway,

Happy Birthday in Advance Zuhaila Elma. present later later. love you lah abangg. *comolot sikit*

holiday dreams

everyone has a dream. for me, i have my own holiday dreams. this is the TOP 5 country/city that i really really want to go before i died.

New York City, USA

Sydney, Australia

 

London, UK

Venice, Italy

Bali, Indonesia

pregnancy

what would you do if you are pregnant in early age of 20? i was shocked when i read my friend's wall in fb (being stalker for a while. hehe), said that she was pregnant and going to due on early next year. i can't believe it at all. i told Sara about it and Fieza too. both of them are super duper terkejut kowt. guess what? the father of that child is one of my senior. quite close before. i wonder, can he/she manage to be a good daddy/mummy to their child? can he/she be a responsible person? is he/she ready to be a parents? all the best you guys. ;)

Jeje & Kay 20

HAPPY BELATED BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU.

Location: Sportsbar, Pavy & I Box, Taman Conought

Couple 1

Couple 2

Couple 3

Couple 4. ;-p

The Loser of the Night. ahaks!

Birthday Girl & Birthday Boy

Make a wish you guys. :)

Taken by Sepet

p/s: Walaupun ko takder Fahizah, kami tetap menyanyikan lagu Candy dan Zombie kau. ;)

food

everyone loves food. everyone likes to taste new food. everyone desires for foods. ;)

What to eat for tonight?
Korean Foods in Seoul Garden

Baba Nyonya Foods in Ole Sayang

Hurmmm...

lost

Michale Joseph Jackson, also known as MJ or King of Pop was an American singer, an idol for all his fans and also had unique charateristics among others. As we know, almost 5 months, MJ died. Its really sad when the first time i heard the news. 
I woke up in the morning (June 25, 2009) and directly turn on the computer. I served the internet and opened my Facebook account. I read many headline wrote, "RIP MJ". I was shocked and can't believe what did i read just now. I still not believe and search in CNN news. Yes, it was true. Our "King of Pop" died without saying goodbye to us. It was sad news.
I grew up with all MJ's songs. I still remember when i was little, on the way to my kampung, papa played MJ songs. My first impression was, "who is this singer? is he a handsome guy?". My dad just only laugh when i question it to him. The first song that i knew was Black and White. The songs story about a black and a white person. This is shown that MJ is not a racist. He knew that all of us are the same the matter what color skin are you.
Then, other band make a new transformation of MJ's songs such as Smooth Criminal (Alien and Farm) and Beat It (Fall Out Boys). It is great idea to do the old song in a new era. So, MJ's songs never been gone.

WE MISS YOU MJ! 
Al-fatihah.

pissed off

NOT IN THE GOOD MOOD. BYE.

p/s: i miss my bff and my close friends badly. :'(

shopping

i just realize that i need a new clothes, new shoes, new handbags and etc. mum and dad, can i have some money to shop till i drop please???? ;)